You're sweet like sugar.

2011-01-28T15:36:00.002+08:00

u know, i shud be blogging about my bff's wedding but oh my god,
blame this lazy URATSSSSS MALASSSSSSSSSSs.....

ive gotta feeling that sooner or later, i will get bored with this,
hence, deletion of this blog. now who still visit here anyway?
LOL

and yes, i am still patiently waiting for the day to come,
but i dont mind having an overdue baby just cos i know,
baby grows well inside me..
i read alot, and i mean ALOT about pregnancy :)
but i still ask alot from experience mummies out there.
heh.

i miss blogging, i really do.
argh....

2011-01-27T12:06:00.002+08:00

at 35 weeks, things is not getting any better.
few more weeks to go, i know i can do this..
:(

2011-01-18T16:08:00.002+08:00

erm, im back?!
meanwhile, i hope i can blog regularly.
hehehehehehehe

and im already 8months 2weeks this week! :)

2010-12-22T12:02:00.003+08:00

i think im gonna fall sick anytime.
im having the symptoms now. oh god, dont let me get sick,
cos i know, i will get very weak and terribly sick.

oh baby, youve been very active last night,
i rubs my tummy, and you starts to move and kicks me.
so naughty!!!!
i enjoyed looking at my tum tum now and den.
this is just so surreal.. im going to be a mom soon. hehe.
ahh i miss my husband already.. boohoo

2010-12-21T15:18:00.002+08:00

everywhere is aching right now,
and i need my bed.
my bed has been my best friend now.
i need plenty of rest i think.
i just need that at this point of time.

i slept throughout the journey from work to home.
wash up and continue resting and fall asleep until the next day.
and that routines carries on unless husband is around.

just like yesterday, i had maggi for dinner since mom did not cook,
afterwhich i settle the laundry, and i fall asleep while waiting.
i do not know who help me with the hangings.
i'm still having difficulties on the sleeping positions,
and i think being more tired each day, makes me sleep peacefully,
and not waking up and keep changing the "right" position.
and what on earth im blaberring about?! -.-

so yes, for now, im jealous to see the husband snoring away,
while i need to wake every hour to pee and change my positions.
boo, i still need to wake up early to work, and being restless at work
is not helping at all, imagine for 8 hrs?!

oh and little SB is getting active each day,
i can even feel the slightest movements. :)

u know sometimes, when im alone,
i ask myself..

am i a good wife to my husband?
will i be a good mummy to my baby?
i dont know... everything is simply new to me..
this is really a new phase of life..
i just need someone to understand my situation and be there for me,
thru my good times and bad times..

2010-12-20T17:24:00.001+08:00

hair's getting thinner,
everything is huge front and back.
lips getting drier and cracks and looks super ugly..
:...(

i hate seeing myself in the mirror,
even make up do not do wonders on me anymore!!
:(

2010-12-20T10:42:00.002+08:00

30 weeks this week.
and ive got about 10 more weeks to go before welcoming little SB.
can't hardly wait.

and at 30 weeks ive been feeling easily tired, and yes, SLEEPY MOST OF THE TIME.
even if i have 8 to 10 hours of sleep, i tend to get more tired, and
i keep on yawning non stop, and sleep throughout.
oh god, dont tell this happening for the next few weeks.
i need to work. i cant simply take early maternity leave.
:(

*YYYAAAAWWWWNNNNSSSSSs*

2010-12-15T11:37:00.002+08:00

i didnt know what true friendship is until i met them. <3

2010-12-14T15:17:00.000+08:00

Changes in You

Welcome to the third trimester! By 29 weeks, you may begin thinking about all of the neat aspects of having a newborn baby, such as labor and delivery!

By pregnancy week 29, you will probably be plagued by heartburn once again, as your belly grows more and more substantial each day.

You should be paying attention to your baby's movements each and every day from pregnancy week 29 onward. In general, you will notice patterns of rest and wakefulness in your baby. If you notice any abnormal movement patterns or a substantial reduction in movement be sure to contact your healthcare provider immediately.

Now more than ever, it is important that you eat several small meals per day. Your baby needs the nutrients, and your digestive processes have slowed tremendously due to the rising levels of progesterone and the decreasing space in your belly.

It is also important that you drink plenty of water during the third trimester to help ward off constipation, which can result in hemorrhoids.

Now is the time to start enjoying the last few weeks of your pregnancy. Many women find this time liberating. This is the last time you will have to pamper yourself for quite some time. If you are in the mood, you should take some time to grab a facial or pedicure while you still can. Nothing makes a laboring mother look better than a set of well-manicured toes!

You should also enjoy these last few quiet weeks with your partner. If you have the opportunity, go out on a romantic date or two before your new baby makes his appearance into the world. Once that happens it may be a long time before you get to spend some quality one on one time with your partner. If you have other children at home, consider hiring a babysitter for a night or two during the next couple of months.

Many women find that edema or swelling, particularly in the legs and feet, becomes uncomfortable during the last trimester. Be sure to drink plenty of water, engage in light exercise such as walking, and keep your legs and feet elevated whenever possible.

2010-12-09T16:37:00.002+08:00

if the price of all the baby stuff wasnt that expensive,
if i have a spare room for my little one,
if i have the space in my room,
i would love to do all this for you , baby SB.

2010-12-07T14:08:00.003+08:00

you know, this question always play on my mind,
why cant i be excited for my upcoming baby?
why? its not like im over excited to the extreme of not following the confinement
during my pregnant period or whatsnot. i dont know. PANTANG, you may say.
but seriously, my necessities and baby's necessities isit kind of PANTANG also?
at the end of the day, im the one who have get all the necessities prepared,
and you cant expect me to go out and buy or shop during my confinement isnt it?
ahh. i dont know, i dont know. im always the middle party.
im always in this difficult situation where i cant have a choice of my own,
i need to listen to others, i need to make other's satisfied,
i have to make sure other's is happy, i need to sacrifice my happiness sometimes.

and i dont see it happening to other's. :(

2010-11-25T15:45:00.003+08:00

attended hubby's company DND at the JBP.
it was actually a simple affair, and should i say that,
its not the location that matters, its not how grand it was,
it was actually the bonding session between colleagues and families
and good food. :)
i did had fun, laughing, making new friends there, and knowing each other as well.
the food was finger licking good,
the puppet show was hilarious ( im 24 yrs old btw! ) lol,
and what makes me happy and proud of is that,
hubby won himself 4th prize from the lucky draw.
he's never been so happy until his name was mention, especially from something like this,
as he never won anything or gets anything in his life before.
he quotes "rezki my daughter".
i think she really bring us luck this time. that i cannot lie :)

and im 6 months and half this week :)

2010-11-25T10:16:00.002+08:00

i still do not have the mood to update this blog.
well maybe, maybe i should just force myself to do so.
this blog keeps memories.

good day sugar.

2010-11-25T10:12:00.000+08:00

sometimes it's the smallest decisions that can change your life forever.
and you are what you are today, because of the decisions and
the choices you made yesterday.
the most important thing is to enjoy life and be happy.
that's all that matters.

"Remember that when the sun goes down at sunset it
will take a part of you...r life with it." ♥

2010-11-22T15:20:00.000+08:00

ahhh... i wanna blog, but photobucket is really getting on my nerves :(

2010-11-12T15:10:00.002+08:00

*aaaaaaaaaacccccccccuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuummmmmmmmmmmmmmm*
ahhh, this blog is pretty dusty dont you think so?
hehehe.

ho well, now that im already six months preggy,
this little one inside me is getting all active day and night.
ive beginning to feel all the bad achings and cramping all over my body and tummy.
easily feels tired now, and im walking like a snail now, well, okay,
maybe faster den that. hehe.
the weight and pressure on the tummy makes me a little bit uncomfortable walking now.
boo hoo hoo.

right, i have about 2 months plus to go before we welcome our my little princess, insyaallah.
this is so surreal, having huge tummy, having to know im a mummy soon,
having to know that i have a new responsibilities,
having to know that i will go thru labour,
oh god, this happens to fast. it feels like i just got married last month.

and this journey is extra beautiful cos i have the most loving husband in the whole wide world.
*yes i sound like a small kid*
:p

2010-10-29T16:03:00.002+08:00

we will call her TISHA from now,
and i think that getting her a name early is very much convenient
and you can always mention her name without saying "ur baby, she.. and bla bla" hehe.
Tisha, ur daddy have already get u this name,
dont you like the name sweetheart?

i will find a suitable full name for you alright my little princess! :)
meanwhile, enjoy kicking me hard ok?!!!
i can already see my tummy bulging out every now and den cos
of ur kicking honey..!!!

you,re 5 months and 2 weeks now, and 120 days before EDD?
oh my, i feel you're growing too fast and of cos, time zoom fast too!!
and mummy's good friends have already gave birth to a handsome prince and beautiful princesses!!
congrats auntie faeza and uncle aide
congrats auntie yam and uncle bob
and
congrats auntie rina and huda
for ur bundle of joy!
awww. babies babies babies :)

till my next update...
(tgk mood ah... kalau penyakit M dtg, selamat ah!! :p)

2010-10-29T15:48:00.001+08:00

you're my sunshine, my only sunshine! :)

2010-10-22T11:05:00.002+08:00

sometimes, out of the blue moon,
this feelings change, i dont know,
sometimes, the past reminds me of everything.
sometimes, i wish, i was err, doing something else.
sometimes, i wonder, why im still holding on.
sometimes, i feel that whatever happens now is just some "drama"

why am i feeling so insecure?!

i love my life now, no doubts, there is still hiccups here and there.
im emotionally disturb sometimes, maybe cos i do not have anyone else,
except for my good friends and my husband.

for now, im just hoping that, i will deliver my little princess safely.
now that she is still inside me, i still feel incomplete.
and when she sees the world, and having her in my arms,
i will love her whole heartedly..
i will sure feel that she's everything to me.. that, im complete.
im having a mini family soon.
masyaallah... :)

2010-10-18T16:16:00.002+08:00

i need to shop for some OVERSIZE dresses already!
my L size tights is not making any justice, and that goes to my XL pants too!
and dont ask me about my BRA size just yet!! LOL

i went for another ultrascan last sat,
and baby is actually sitting in a cross leg position! LOL
so cute, nak itot macam daddy dulu dulu main tepok2 eh?!
and yes, if u followed my tweets and fb status, my girl moves her five fingers,
as if shes waving to me, well i was of course, laughed!!
oh god, this little one in me is making me laugh during every scan can?
once she shakes her butt, den she not her heads, den moving her hands
and not allowing us to scan her face, and now she waves!! masyaallah!!
how i wish i can kiss you!!

ah, talking about my dresses, maternity clothing arnt cheap ok!
one pants can cost me close to 100 ah,
blouses about 70 bucks..... GOD!!!! like hello, how can they be so ex?!!!

okay nah.... whatever it is, im so going to shop abit, when i say abit,
meaning about maybe 2 pants and 2 blouses for me?
its so depressing to think of what to wear to work everyday especially
not having anything that suits ur pregnancy body!! :(

and yes, this is loves.... so tiut!!

let's just wait for daddy's permission okay?! :)

2010-10-15T15:01:00.002+08:00

loves...

i will plead daddy all this for you, but our space is too small!! :(
but im loving the white cot.. :)
but nevertheless, i want it all white and a touch of pink for you!!
mummy have good taste, dont you worry ok?!

2010-10-14T16:28:00.001+08:00

and my wishes came true..

we're expecting a little princess.
<3
love love love love
im loving it.
im loving my husband.
im loving my little princess in my tumtum.
i love them both soo much! :)

2010-10-14T14:54:00.002+08:00

i wasnt at the best of mood on the eve of my birthday,
i lost my hp on a "snatch thief" incident that happen to me at bugis the day before.
i lost that precious birthday present from hubby.
i just thank god that i'm all ok, despite that idiot who push me hard.
:(

but dearest was sweet enough to prepare a surprise for me.
he is not that "surprise" type though.
he rush me from work as though that the day will end soon,
i didnt suspect anything cos maybe i thought, we have wasted half of the day.
he told me, that he wanted to bring me to sentosa, the merlion and maybe
some romantic ride on a cable car -____- HAHA
so i was "oh okay, anything, but not the cable car".
i wore like as if im going on a dinner date, cos im very sure he would want
to bring me to a good place for dinner HAHA
so yes, with leggings and all...

upon reaching sentosa gantry, he said he had lost his way to the carpark,
he drove me to the hard rock hotel carpark instead,
so yes, i wasnt surprise cos, he always lost his way,
be it on the road, or in/with the carpark -_____- HAHA

so yes, i drag my fat butt to the lobby,
upon reaching the lobby, someone approach us and ask
"checking in?"
he said "NO sir" yes, NO SIR!!!
so since the bladder is asking for help, i told him i need the loo.
afterwhich, all i remembered was i lost my way, and i cannot seem to find my husband.
i went all the way back to the lobby, and there he was,
and all i heard was "one night sir, breakfast will be from 730 to 10am"
i was SHOCKED!!!!!!
"ape ni u?"
HAHAHAHAAHAHA
ok i was speechless and errrrr BLUR QUEEN!!
he brought me up to our room, and im just awed with everything,
especially having to know him making an effort to make a surprise for me,
thou i know that he's very the-tak-kuasa-nak-bikin-surprise punyer org!! hehe

so he told me to get ready, a quick one cos he's bringing me to UNIVERSAL STUDIO!!
oh man... how can i not love that place?!!!
the first time i know its opening, all the way, my mind
"when will hubby be bringing me there?!!!!!"

im typing too much right?
here's some pictures :)
more on FB if ur on my list im sure u can view them pictures! :)

upon reaching our room, i head straight and jump on the bed,
cos i was actualy VERY TIRED from all the walking, what to do,
preggy women and normal women ah the energy level is different ley!..
...
there was actually a surprise bdae cake for me!! yes ME ME ME!!!!
how can i not love my husband?!!!!!
omg.. it was a cheesecake actually, now who tell him i love cheesecake?
it was superb but a little too sweet!! :)

ahhhh... more of ME!!!!
pls skip this section if ure sick ad tired of looking at my face!! LOL

it was a great great night!
i super love that man!!!! <3

2010-10-12T16:36:00.002+08:00

i wish to update more on my birthday but im just plain lazy,
what more, on having a super bad day before the eve of my bdae :(
but nevertheless, the husband made it up, i <3 you.

will update more!
now whose still visit here?

2010-10-06T14:38:00.002+08:00

last day of raya-ing with tweetloves <3

2010-10-06T14:13:00.000+08:00

our baby loves, chicken and mangoes i think.
kicking mummy agressively.

2010-10-02T11:56:00.001+08:00

when you love that person so much that she/he's ur world,
its just hard to let go.

i love this movie so much.
it makes me cry buckets :....(

2010-10-02T10:39:00.002+08:00

im missing you , dearest husband.
please come back soon okay?!

im feeling much better after 4 days mc,
got extended mc, but refuse to sit at home ALONE.
been not feeling too good for the week.
i dont know how much longer i can pull this,
im worried about work, and i dont plan to quit either.
i still want to earn my own pocket money.

18 weeks this week, which means ive another 2 weeks,
before my next detailed scan and next checkup with my new gynae :)
i cant wait, i cant wait to know our baby's gender and of course,
his/her progress :)

ahhh... OCTOBER!! i love october.. :)

till then lovelies. :p

2010-09-27T17:36:00.002+08:00

Raya with husb's friends!! :)
26th Sept 2010

2010-09-24T14:39:00.001+08:00

ive always feeling fat for the next few months but
the joy of becoming a mom lasts forever and the future baby
is something you carry inside you for nine months,
in your arms for abt three years and in your heart till the day you die
♥ the strength and power of a women, and a great joy is coming. ♥

2010-09-24T10:23:00.002+08:00

please god, give me strength.
my tummy hurts like hell now!!
baby are you ok?!

i dont want to stress up
i dont wanna cry!!

2010-09-24T10:15:00.000+08:00

:..........(
i wanna go far away, far away from everyone!!!

2010-09-24T00:37:00.000+08:00

Maybe I'm not worth your sympathy.
:...(

2010-09-23T14:11:00.002+08:00

im thinking of doing a new header.
maybe a new fresh look for this bloggy?!
hmm, this blog is as lame as its author! :p

2010-09-22T12:40:00.003+08:00

tak tahu ape nak ckp lagi kalau setiap kali,
i need to be the one, mengalah, at all time and situations.
i need to spend time with my husband too.
its not like i seen him everyday,
its not like we spend time together everyday,
its not like we do not have a life/plan of our own
although we are married.

and i want to see him REST and have his time of his own!

:,(

im not hating my life, i hate myself for being so emotionally disturb
and not being able to speak up.

senang ckp... DAH MALAS

2010-09-21T16:41:00.002+08:00

ah, that old solemnization outfit is shouting for help, i guess.
husb hold his breath to zip it up. and no, i didn't hold mine.
i think baby is suffocating, but thank god, it was just a short visit.
pictures courtesy of nabilah.

baby is 17 weeks this week.

2010-09-17T14:19:00.001+08:00

4 months tum tum and baby :)

and the tummy looks funny too!! :p

2010-09-16T11:30:00.002+08:00

let's do things one step at a time.
we don't need to rush things.
:)
let's say, it's such a blessing to have this wonderful life.
we have to be thankful sometimes.
syukur, alhamdulillah.

2010-09-14T12:49:00.003+08:00

Eid '10

not much pictures this time as i was VERY LAZY.
must i blame the hormones? -.-
all i want now and everytime is, my bed.

i am actually thinking and making 2nd thoughts of closing down this blog
of mine, cos i just hate the fact that some people are just plain
irritants in this world, and they MIGHT even die if they see me happy.
get a life, pls?!
im too tired to entertain all these shits and negative thoughts.

im turning 24 in a month's time, insyaallah,
i am a wife,
and i will become a mummy soon, insyaallah,
and i have to priorities my responsibilities den
all these childish stuff.

some GIRLS will never grow up you know, that is SAD

now pictures, hmmm, i look chubby, and err fat?! heh

our lovenest :)

some couple pic

in laws <3

solo!! hhehe

:)

2010-09-09T09:57:00.000+08:00

2010-09-08T12:02:00.002+08:00

taken from nunul's

"I really treasure the girls I have now. The limited quantity gfs."

i love my gfs too.
love them LOADS!!
they have been the most sweetest human on earth!!
hearts them..
..
mainly NJ teams. HAHAHAHA kbye

2010-09-08T11:16:00.002+08:00

WELL...
i hate people who love to assume things about me and my poor husband
who is pure innocent, who know nuts about what had been happening around,
and the next thing, WE got blame for something which WE DID NOT INVOLVE.

do you think its fair for us to get all this nuisance from you?
you want the attention from the public and our fellow friends,
go on, have it, move yourself to the limelight!!
we dont even care. what do we earn from all that?

and please, don't use other's as your winning point or cover ur ass lah.
duh!! -.-
like seriously, you utter rubbish, you make use of your love ones just
to cover all the shits that you've made! seriously, what on earth are you thinking?!
one word: C R A P

don't put me in your problems lah, you think i have time to entertain ur nonsense,
or concern lah sgt pasal kau nyer life. duh! dont you ever realise that, ive been living
my life to the fullest with my love ones, especially my husband and my few BEST FRIENDS?!!
what more you want from me?!

im not trying to exaggerate here, but i just find you super annoying and irritating to the MAX!!!
duh! i dare say say, there's more out there who agrees with me!
it's just that, you dont know!

-____-

FITNAH itu lebih BERDOSA dari MEMBUNUH!
sesungguhnya ALLAH mendengar dan nampak!!

i had my say lah kan..
i just need to let out, in case you still TAK SEDAR SEDAR jugak,
tu gasak kau lah nak!!

happy happy thoughts, SYAWAL is coming..

sorry baby, mummy is VERY ANGRY!!!

2010-09-06T14:14:00.002+08:00

I wish upon a baby girl :)

can october come faster pleaseeee....

and i hope the result will be my most PRICELESS birthday present! :)

2010-09-03T15:07:00.002+08:00

14 weeks now.

im beginning to have sleepless nights, almost every night.
:( i cant seem to find the right position to sleep,
my legs have been the reason why!
will only get to sleep when the sun appear.
you imagine, i have to wake up the next morning for work.
i get all sleepy and restless at the office.
im dragging my cramp feet to work and i have to endure all comments
from a few irritating colleagues who love to throw all negatives comment to me.
they even make me as a laughing matter, and that is really serious ok.
that is not a joke.
i tried to be more stronger but maybe this pregnancy makes me more weaker
and more emotional. :(
sometimes, i cried to sleep, i cried when people say SUCH things to me.
how can they be so bad? im pregnant, my body changes time to time.
ahh. ive no mood to blog either.
well, let it be. let it be.

im looking forward to start revamping my room, well not much of it,
but i have plans for it. :)

good day lovelies

2010-08-24T14:53:00.004+08:00

my appetite is getting better each week, alhamdulillah
now, i can savour every good food that comes to mind.
just like that day after checkup, we were starving as we didn't
had any food for break fast as we spend almost 2 hrs there.
we only had soya bean.

and oh, babydear, daddy is actually surveying and take a good look
at the place where mommy and daddy will welcome you in feb :)
im sure, ur daddy always wanted the best for me and you,
and did i told you he's the best in the world wide world?
you will believe me, im sure you will, just hang on there in my tum2 first ok?!

so right after the blood test, the scanning and bla bla bla,
i was complaining that i couldnt hold on any longer cos i was feeling
very very weak, i am really starving you know, so daddy brought me to Popeye.
hehe cos mummy craves for that, or isit you babydear?!

and and and we went jb on the weekends to help out my
bride and groom to be to collect their stuff,
and also shop for some raya goodies too heh.
we rushed back to singapore as i wanted to eat my chili fish pasta at swenson,
and we settle for break fast at marina's.
thank you to the future bride & groom for the treat :) yey. hehe
afterwhich we head to geylang and end the day at midnight.
it was very tiring thou, but we really had fun!
but was very draggy the next day cos it was a mundane MONDAY -.-.
heh

ahhh good good food!!
super delicious!!!

life's a bliss,
having a great family & in laws,
a loving husband
and a super wonderful friends/gfs..
i couldnt ask for more.
:)

and this is the tum tum @ 3 months :)

2010-08-21T09:23:00.002+08:00

yesterday was another monthly checkup.
this time we actually decided on another gynae,
which hubby is so called much relieve to know that i change my thoughts to KKH.
i dont know, too many horror stories that makes me a little insecure with KKH.
when i say too many means, majorities.
let's just not get too stress up with that.
just hoping everything will be fine that day.

dr have already announce the EDD, which is the due date,
and we are expecting a 27 february baby, or maybe earlier . hehe.
alhamdulillah, baby's fine.
told the dr about the fall and he said i was too hyper, well of course,
he was making a joke out of it lah.

baby's position was not good, the scanning takes a while
before dr can actually zoom a proper one to print out.
i can see his/her tiny head, his /her tiny hands and feets now. YEY!

we took the blood test as well, both me and husband.
and we were complaining to each other how STARVING we were,
cos our appointment was at 7pm and only got to see the dr during break fast.
we had only chocolate/cheese bread and soya bean!
everything ends about 8 plus!! -.-
we ended up having our late dinner at popeye's @ flyer
cos im craving for their mash potatoes!! *air liur meleleh jap*

once husband send me home, before he proceed with his plans with his friends,
i knocked off. NGANTOK, PENAT, MABOK semuerlah...
i cant even get out of bed for sahur, but the husband kept waking me up.
and now im stucked at work alone and kept yawning. :(

so next checkup is after my birthday which is in October! :)
maybe baby can surprise his/her mommy with something,
maybe show me his/her movements or gender?!
and that will be the most greatest present, ever! :)

2010-08-20T16:47:00.002+08:00

Don't hurt my feelings,
cos i might hurt my baby too.
:(

When life is too short too stress yourself,
with people who don't even deserve to be and issue in your life!

2010-08-19T16:22:00.003+08:00

sometimes i just wanna cry out loud to somewhere no one can see nor hear me.
you will never understand what this feelings tells me,
you have no idea how i feel.
as long as you're happy and you think that whatever you're doing now is actually RIGHT!

this little one in me, have made me more stronger,
thou i know, i might have been not following the proper "rules and advices".
dear baby, i dont know if you're still in me :(,
im quite worried about you, i cant wait for tomoro's checkup.
pls dont go anywhere, accompany mummy wherever i go, pls.
i think you're the only one will know and feel what i feel.

<3

2010-08-17T16:12:00.002+08:00

dear little tiny weeny baby,

recently mummy had a super bad bad headache especially in the morning,
and after buka. :( i feel too weak and having back aches too.
daddy and mummy's good friend have always been there for me.
i love them to bits.

ur mummy had a very bad bad day indeed and that was last friday dear,
i was craving for vadei, i end up falling infront of the shop itself.
i was in a great pain, no joke, i hurt my knee so much.
the wood plank isnt that stable thou, when i only notice a hump.
luckily that i reacted fast so i wont fall flat on the ground,
and baby, its isnt my fault dear, i didnt purposely frighten u or hurt u inside.
ur daddy is ofcourse worried and from then on, he lead the way and hold mummy tight.
hhehehe ur daddy's so nice to mummy, he's such a responsible person you know.

vadei was too finger licking good,
but what disappoint us most was the popular burger ramlee & kebabs.
i think we wasted 1o bucks on that both.
talking about vadei, well ofcos i went geylang just to had that, mind you.
im honest enough to say, i love geylang during ramadhan,
i just love the feel of it.

oh ur daddy found a nice long dress for mummy too you know,
and its pink!!! its mummy's fav color! and it was so beautiful.
err, i heard daddy's gonna sponsor mummy for my raya outfit? hehehe
so atleast i will look good althou im carrying you right baby?!
and for the FIRST TIME, ur daddy have good taste when it comes to something like this.

there was once he showed me a purple curtains,
not that i hate purple but the one daddy choose was like ERRR.. *no comments* LOL
mummy said "RUMAH CONFIRM CONFIRM I YANG DECORATE OR PLAN NOT U" lol.
ur daddy have super bad taste lah, i hope in future he wont buy
something not cute for you!!
mummy have always been the one who chose his stuff in his wardrobe,
and sometimes i thinks that daddy needs to clear his stuff before
i sembunyi2 buang!! LOL .. perangai..

im going to see you again this friday and im quite nervous.
i dont know, its just that, after the fall, mummy is really really scare
that something might happen to you. but prove me wrong baby.

daddy realise that mummy's tum tum look a little bigger this time,
and im happy cos i know u're growing well inside! heh.
but still, many commented that mummy look so fat!
am i? :(

love you and ur daddy too you know.
<3

2010-08-13T14:36:00.002+08:00

im reaching the second trimester soon, and i hope everything's gonna be good,
better than the first trimester.
ive been feeling very weak most of the time, the nausea, the bad bad headache,
dehydration, aching almost every parts of the body, oh my.
i thank god again, to have my husband, hes been a great nurse to me.
thou i feel bad most of time, but i know he cared for me and his baby the most.

Ramadhan is here and alhamdulillah, i manage to fast despite all the sickness.
what ive been doing to avoid such case, i applied some axe oil on my nose,
and steal in between time to nap at the office.

i can't wait for the 20th. it's my third checkup and this time, i manage to
find a gynae! phew! and i cant wait to see our little joy.
thou you're such a tiny little angle, but ur daddy hardly wait for ur arrival,
which ur kanciong/pengecot mummy estimated on March! hehe.

oh baby baby, i cant believe im carrying you now.
and you must know too that ur mummy hates white milk!! :(
for now, lets savour and enjoy magnolia chocolate milk ok?!

hope ur'e growing healthy inside, that's what we always wanted,
nothing else baby, nothing else.
and please tell ur daddy, dont be too confident that you may look like him,
cos you know mummy is way cuter den him right?!!
i know you have always agree on me :)

2010-08-11T11:12:00.002+08:00

we both just love waffles & ice creams!
i want fondue, fondue, fondue,
with loads of cut bananas!! SEDAP! :)

but i love you more, husband! nyehehe

2010-08-07T10:16:00.002+08:00

thank you for being a great husband to me.
I <3 you with all my heart and soul.
*kiss kiss*

happy monthsary boncit! :p

<3
ur wife ah whoelse

2010-08-05T14:10:00.002+08:00

hey ladies, raya is nearing, well of course the blissful month of
ramadhan is around the corner!!!!

pls show some support and love to this little doll here,

A medium size bottle for just only $10! So hurry now get a bottle for yourself
and the family.

Trials are welcome too!!! How great! :)

for more or to order email her at:
yatirosdi@gmail.com

2010-08-03T15:05:00.002+08:00

everything is well so far, alhamdulillah.
been eating alot lately, and will get hungry again the next hour.
i swear you will not recognize me in time to come,
i'm sure i will look like a walking doraemon :p
the next checkup will be in the month of ramadhan and you
do not know how excited i am. :p

recently, ive been having bad cramping on the tummy and yes, backaches.
that doesnt help too when i do not have a good sleep every night.
been having sleepless night lately and seriously, this is difficult for me,
having to wake up early the next morning and feeling very tired at work too.

but howell, im really enjoying every single bits of it,
MINUS the complains. hehe. :p

and oh, to you lovely people out there, thank you for the overwhelming wishes
and prayers to me. i am truly touched, really! :)
thank you for being the sweetest, you people made my day hokay..

happy tuesday!
:p

love,
sue

2010-07-30T14:33:00.002+08:00

for the first two months of my pregnancy, things are getting ridiculously weird
when i started to hate the smell the random things around me,
and urgh, having to hate my favourite food is another thing hokay..*SAD*
poor hubby who to tolerate all my nonsensical and have to do what I WANT him to do.
i use to love prawns, be it, just normal fried prawns, butter prawns or whatsoever,
i will surely dying to eat them and ofcos tell my husb to peel it for me *step manja*.
huahehehaha.
BUT NOW, no more...

I HATE PRAWNS.
I HATE RICE.
I HATE SUSHI.
I HATE SAMBAL.
I HATE FISH. GIVE ME FISHBALL ALSO I PUKE.
I HATE THE SMELL OF MY HUBBY'S DEODORANT.
I HATE THE SMELL OF HOME COOK FOOD.
I HATE TO BE ALONE.
BLA BLA BLA.

and recently ive been craving alot.
and these food i rarely have err like..

I LOVE CRABSSSSSS.
I LOVE STEAKSSSSSS.
I LOVE BREAD.
I LOVE MACDONALDS.
I LOVE COKE!!!!!!! (YES COKE!! I REALLY HATE COKE U KNOW)
I LOVE CHOCOLATES!! (IM NOT A SWEET TOOTH U KNOW)
I LOVE DURIAN! (I USED TO HATE DURIAN THE MOST I TELL YOU)

and since forever, hubby HAVN'T SATISFY MY CRAVINGS for... :(

breadtalk chicken floss bread ( @ JB )
bubur pandan ( pandan @ JB )
bubur west coast

just cos he's really busy with work and no one could assist us
to jaybee :(

im really really sad.
and i hate the fact that he's away to work and leaving me alone at home.

so emotional right?! dont blame me lah... i every night cry you know!!!
i dont bedek you wan....

but having him to msg me and tell me he loves me,
nothing beats that ok. im smiling to sleep i tell you,
DESPITE having super cramps on my tummy, and sleepless nights.

2 weeks to next checkup :) YEY

2010-07-28T15:02:00.002+08:00

remember my 2010 resolutions?!!
im kinda proud of myself actually!! teeeheeee
pray for me lah hor... pray i can fulfill my plans for the year!
but for sure, I KENOT BE SLIM lah... nyeehehe
well i think blog twice today, i must be that bored....

been munching non stop since morning.
20 dollars worth of food a day is err..... PERANGAI BUDAK GEMOK

2010-07-28T14:48:00.003+08:00

thou i do not earn a million bucks.
ive earn a million smiles and happiness from my love ones.
you may have everything, you may have what you always wish for,
but i wish for nothing but good health, happiness and safety.

sometimes girls, you need a good lesson.
you can't have the best of both worlds.

2010-07-27T14:05:00.002+08:00

i was in such a pain where i thought missy red is coming anytime soon.
so i waited. waited for a week but there's so sign of it.
i was dehydrating much, i was thirsty all day as though i didn't have much H2O
on my body, but hey, you mean already drinking a few bottles of mineral water
didn't do much justice to my body system?! that is pretty much weird.
curiosity didn't struck me yet.

was at ben & jerry's when my bladder couldn't hold on any longger.
i pee-ed and realise i was bleeding. when i say bleeding, i saw red liquid
on the toilet bowl and some stains on my err, undergarments *shy*
it was so fresh, not as err brownish like bloody menses.
i ignored and ask around for pads -.- and told the husband "ah, periodssss"

and so miss pad-dy continues to serve me, but hey there's nothing,
no stain no nothings.
i was err "ey?! dah tkde pulak?!"
so all my gf's was like "alah belen belen dulu agaknya" HAHAHAHA
okay thats funny okay..
and i belardy gundu wait and ignore lah...

was alone in the office where i decided to skip lunch and
window shop at WATSON's. -.- (tempat puaka)
my eyes was on vitamins when i just happen to see "test kit" on the same shelf,
i grab one, pay and yes.... pee on it lah whatelse?! -.-
so , waited..... 5 mins later.. double line = positive.

i was "what im a positive?!!!!" i wasn't sure if this thing is accurate.
so i ask one of the lab tech to check my HCG, and it was HIGH lah..
its shows about 6 weeks already. haha. i was smiling and alfiah started laughing
and yes congratulate me, shower with me with her nonsense (nothing new HAHA).
i didnt dare to break the news to my colleague so i just keep it to myself
and closest people.

and i didnt stop there!! I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE ITS ALL POSITIVE!!
i'm irritating, dont you thing so?! hehe.
i went to the nearest women's clinic, and ask if i can go for a scan.
we scan and the dr scan my tum tum. we cant see much cos everything
was dark inside there (my tummy that is), he said we can only ur big bladder now,
(kurang ajar).. LOL
so no choice have to insert a huge dont-know-what inside my err, hole?!
yes, a little pain but okaylah, bearable.. and THERE, that little black
thing on my tum tum.

dr: there is it ( he showed me ) still small so cannot see much
me: so im really pregnant ah?
dr: yalah hahahaha you ah...
me: haha i cannot believe
dr: come another 2 weeks den can see
me: oh ok ok
dr: i will give you the scan pictures ok

hubby wasnt there so i was actually "eh brape eh dia nye bill?!"
LOL...
the total bill was 120SGD. *phew*

few days later, i was having a super high fever, i couldn't move much,
lucky enough that the husband is still available to nurse me throughout.
well, i really cant thank him enough, he's been such a sweetheart.
and im totally blessed.
we visited the GP and he could only give me some panadols and normal cough syrup,
he said at the moment, he cannot give me any antibiotics cos im preggy.
:(
so ive gotta be stronger to fight this virus, and things got worser
when i got urine infection. argh.. so the super long weekend was spend most
of time on my bed. Shivered..
poor husb who have to nurse me 24/7 and have to find food himself.
i feel so bad.... so so bad you know :(
my MC got extended by the dr cos i wasn't recovering much.
i almost faint on the train too!! im dying, no i didnt lie :(

so i went to work eventhou i wasnt feeling good yet -.-
have to lah, if not chialat. :/
i began to feel weak every morning, i need my breakfast before i start anything.
im not a breakfast person you know.. i have to drink ALOT.
WAH everything change since.

and so everyone advice me to visit the GYNAE since im preggy and was really sick earlier.
it was hard for me as my husband is with a shift job, and its pretty hard
to know when his off day is. cos this time, i want him along..
so yest, we decided to visit the gynae at the very last min, lucky enough,
thomson have night clinic on certain days. *phew* so i dont need to waste my belardy
annual leave. i left with a few till next year april u know! :(

the dr did a scan on me, and there... *blink blink*

dr: mr, do you see the blink blink, that's the heartbeart.

i think he is overwhelmed HAHAHA
and since he paid the "fuyoooooo" price of the bill, i treat my monster
to a good nasi ayam penyet ria at jurong point !! hehehehehe
seriously, being pregnant is expensive nowadays!! oh my..
but nevermind, for the baby's sake.. insyaallah.
and here this is yest's scan of our little pea :)

and i am so ready to break the news to you beautiful people.
im so~~scared~~ excited.
this is it. at 9 weeks.. :)

and im getting fatter. nothing's new kan?!
hehehehehehe

that's all for now, will update more insyaallah! :)
good day beautiful people.

love,
sue

2010-07-22T15:22:00.002+08:00

im loving this song :)

2010-07-21T14:47:00.003+08:00

i couldnt thank the husband enough for his TLCss
when i was very sick. i cant control myself and the emotions im going through
and all i thought was, i need more pills to pop. but at the current condition
i am now, all i could afford is to endure and get more rest. i cannot take any
antibiotics tooo.
my MC got extend by the dr and my back is killing me and there, start the sleepless nights. :(

i do not know how long can this go,
but i just hope that i can stay strong and think positive.
being not able to stand so long is one thing, being not concentrating
with work is another. being nausea, dreadful, too weak to even walk could have
end me up on bed the whole day. but then, i still need to drag myself to work.
:( and this is when i need the husb 24/7.

2010-07-13T16:02:00.000+08:00

will never trade for anything else in this world

2010-07-08T16:09:00.003+08:00

another assignment for makeup & photography.
maternity photoshoot for the super cute and adorable couple,
mr and mrs nurhairul :)

<3 <3

2010-07-08T13:53:00.002+08:00

i might be that girl/lady whose afraid of the horrors of going thru pains and suchs,
but today, might be the most happiest day of life since im married to my man.
i should wait, i should seek to god for his guidance, i really want this, god.
i couldnt control my tears, tears of overwhelmed happiness.
is this for real?! is this real?! is this happening?!

pray for me little angels.

2010-07-07T15:07:00.002+08:00

oh wow, im pretty much bless with life right now.
work has been the reason why im getting so busy and so so tired.
imagine this, the moment i reach home, i couldnt wait any longer
but to jump to my bed with the makup on BTW. -.-
ive been feeling so restless, so tired and dehydrated.
been drinking alot recently and forget about my meals,
i feel so bloated. argh.

finally, ive decided to trim my hair despite getting multiple
warns by the husband to keep the length of my hair now. -.-
okay fine, no diff to my hair, but i feel lighter. haha crap.

2 hrs to go before rushing home for bed.
pls dont call me a lazy bum, i NEED my rest.
.
.
.
who's willing to do the whole lot of laundry for me?!
:(

2010-07-07T12:23:00.002+08:00

ahhh i wanna update i wanna update!!!
:p

2010-07-03T12:12:00.003+08:00

If we dont discipline ourself, other's will teach you how
and as long as i live, there is just one thing ive always needed,
having tremendous self control.
you cannot blame me for being a control queen.

"It is surprising what a man can do when he has to,
and how little most men will do when they don't have to."

2010-07-02T14:59:00.003+08:00

firstly, ive been receiving/hearing good news.
most of my friends, and those who is a newly wed too,
is preggy with their first.
Big congrats to you, future mummy & daddy! :)

meanwhile, as you know, i love babies/toddlers so much,
i have quite a few faces of babies/toddlers in my phone too you know.
and recently, i met two adorably cute toddlers, one is azhar's nephew,
the other is herlina's daughter!
cute arnt they?! u agree with me?!!

this girl here so manja one... daddy's girl!! :p

i wonder how my future baby will look like?!
:p

2010-07-02T14:06:00.003+08:00

in life, there's nothing you wanna look for accept happiness and good health,
unless you're much unsatisfied with everything or anything that god had
given or written for you.
ive always wanted that happiness like everyone else do, thou i will nvr know
how they've gone thru shits and stuff but atleast, i wanted to taste.
give me a bite, give me the whole day to feel what love and happiness is,
and i'll be the most happiest human on earth.

but everytime, the moment good things came, happily laughing or smiling,
the next moment, you're down. im not being too emotional, but when these things
happens, i could not endure any longer, i burst out.

i sacrifice my feelings for others satisfactions, i let my heart bleeding,
cos i know no one will know accept myself. i give in to many things,
thou it is obviously unfair for/to me. WHY i must do that to myself everytime?!
why i need to do all these just for the sake for others happiness?!
i dont know.. i have no answer to myself either.

somewhere, somehow, i know time will tell.
i know the time will come one fine day.
but when, god?! :,(

2010-06-30T15:53:00.002+08:00

Lately, ive been not feeling too good.
And recently, ive lost a good friend, if you're a avid reader of my blog,
you should know whom im talking about.
He was involved in an accident, and was pronounce dead on the spot.
I wasnt too sure how that happened but i couldn't control my tears over his dismissal.
He's a good man, a loyal friend and a great listener.
On another side, azhar was also involve, he's now safe at NUH,
hoping for his speedy recovery.

I felt so bad about canceling my assignment last sunday.
i was supposed to do makeup and photography session with a client,
coincidentally, when i reach their blk, we receive a call regarding the bad news.
but i thank her/him for their very kind understanding, not only that
they're too nice to me, oh my, im just lucky to have such client.
and of cos, to my twitter friends, thank you too for your understanding,
and for that, you canceled our meet up session and make up for another day.

good day beautiful people. :)

2010-06-29T15:11:00.004+08:00

thank you for being a great friend/brother to me.
thank you for consoling me thru my worst moments,
where i couldnt control my emotions.
thank you for bringing smiles to our life.
thank you for giving your words of encouragement.
if i were to list all my thank you'sss ,
it wouldn't stop, you're much like an angel to us.

it's just so hard for us to hear your departure.
it's just so hard to find someone like you!!

in loving memory,
Edil Asyraff Bin Hj Supaat

20 August 1984 - 27 June 2010

2010-06-26T10:56:00.003+08:00

"ACTIONS SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS"

2010-06-24T13:58:00.002+08:00

i cannot miss tonight's last episode of Gelora Di Hati Sarah,
thou im abit sengket, some of you might be lucky enough to catch it on TV2 :(
i try to find every episode on youtube, and can't seem to find
the rest of the episodes.
:( any of you is kind enough to tell me where to get it?!

"ku mengerti pengorbanan ini, ku tempuhi dengan rela hati,
walau perit akan ku lalui.."

2010-06-23T17:04:00.002+08:00

so when was the last time i wore heels?!
w h e n ?

ah pls hubby, have plans, let me wear something nice for you.
i wanna wear my dusty heels that is beautifully arranged on the shoe rack.
i felt guilty not wearing them for a long time already.

if not, i will turns like *points picture above*.

cute right ur wife?! i know.... *malu*

2010-06-21T17:11:00.002+08:00

wanna meet us for some coffee?!
LOL :p

i should start updating this dusty blog already,
but the moment i log in, my mind went blank! -.-

2010-06-17T14:37:00.002+08:00

ahh.. finally!!
im certified already ahhh LOL
the model in white is my model for my portfolio.
i manage to sneek a peak on the album, but ive yet to receive them photos! :p
can't hardly wait! :p

2010-06-14T14:51:00.003+08:00

Bali Part Two

Speaking of bali, everyone knows that Kuta Beach is one of the most popular
beach there which is populated mostly by the americans. :)
High waves, surfing, grab some beers, manicure & pedicure by the beach,
sun tanning with sexy bikinis & many more activities to look out for.
Im not a beach person but im really loving the view, the sand, and the sea.

we had dinner by the beach too, simply breathtaking and not forgetting,
their bbq-ed corn is so YUMMEY!!! i really miss them, i should have bought more
for myself, ah... i should stop complaining bt my weigh already, its like
im asking for it! hehehe.. i cant resist good food ya know :p

and this is alot like love..
hahahahaha tolong layan aku kejap, tenkiu..

actually there's more ah,
kalau wa ader time, wa share.. hehehe
jemput minum oleng jus semua :p

2010-06-12T12:16:00.002+08:00

The heart of bali where celebrated his bday
and our wedding annvrsy! :)

The place where we spent most of the time at bali.
The Amala, Seminyak, Jln Kunti, Bali.
5 days 4 nights, Pool Villa.

friendly butler, superb service,two thumbs up for great hospitality,
but the food (breakfast) was a little disappointment thou looks good on pictures!
heh. more pictures on FB, ONLY IF you're on my friend's list :p

so there's a mini kitchen for myself, cookies and drinks are all FOC.
there's a private pool with a good view of the living room.
there's so many channel to watch and im so loving AFC,
Asian Food Channel!! :p

Im so in love with the bathroom.
It gave me ideas to my new home!! :)

and more.. :p

will update more, soonest :)

2010-06-12T10:07:00.002+08:00

a mini celebration with the closest ones
and a simple dinner treat from me to him at Eatzi.
its the companies and how you spend quality time with them
that matters :)

<3

2010-06-04T14:28:00.003+08:00

"A wedding anniversary is the celebration of love, trust, partnership,
tolerance and tenacity. The order varies for any given year."

Happy 1st dear :)

And before i leave for my holiday,
here's me wishing my neneypoks a,
HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY.
love you both, have a blast girls :)

love,
sue

2010-06-04T11:21:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST HUSBAND!! :)
love you so so much :p

2010-06-03T17:22:00.002+08:00

sometimes its best to let it all out.
i felt so relieved after talking to someone senior especially him, my colleague/despatch
who is oh-so-fatherly, and i almost-teared and touched towards his care and concern towards me.
i know im not alone, i know there is always someone who can talk to.
and to my gf, who is always there for me ( you know who you are ),
hanya allah boleh balas jasa baik kamu. :)
love you all loads.

to my husband, i <3 so so much.
counting down to hours to your ...... :p

2010-06-01T15:03:00.002+08:00

finally, a good weekend with the man, no disturbance,
especially the phone, i might just jump down if he have to call up for work.
its not easy to have shift hours job where you seldom meet ur partner,
ah.. tell me about it, that happens to me and my husb.
the only "good" time to meet and spend time with him is only weekends,
provided if i do not have any assignments on the weekends. :p
ahh let's just say a good date always happens when you're with the one you love,
even though it was just a short one or maybe, a simple dinner, like macdonalds?!
im loving it, im loving every seconds of the time in the world when
my husband is here with me. and oh, tenkiu for the huge teddy,
i can't make up my mind to either hug you or the teddy every night! LOL
it seems that the teddy is much more err, huggable den you!! hahaha. im SO bad!
meanwhile, pictures...

and wait, did i tell you im one of the happiest person on earth,
when he decided to satisfy my craves for sushi?! lol
for the record HE HAD SUSHI TOO!! suker shekali!! :p

ahhh tora tora tora tora do rey mon!! i miss my childhood favourite kartun!!
they were so kiut!!

more food...

and yes im loving my ten bucks leopard pweeeennnssss shoe! hehe :P

ah thats all for now,
not much to share thou. :p
have a good day lovely people.

love,
sue

2010-05-31T15:36:00.003+08:00

We visit Rayyan Naufal on the weekends!!
Feeza shared her experience with me while our hubby
talk over BIKES!! of alllll?!!! -.-
I <3 babies, they smell so good!
Dear feeza, once ur confinement days is over,
let us go for another double date, and this time,
with rayyan! yey.... hehehe...
Enjoy motherhood dearest!

errr...... :p

my husband is on his 22 weeks. (look at his tum tum)
.
.
.
.
nyehehehehehe

2010-05-29T13:16:00.001+08:00

2010-05-29T12:05:00.001+08:00

i've always wanted the best out of anything.
i love what im doing now, and i should focus on it.

2010-05-29T09:45:00.003+08:00

"Not all scars show, not all wounds heal. Sometimes you can't always see,
the pain someone feels."

2010-05-27T16:27:00.002+08:00

2010-05-27T15:55:00.002+08:00

2010-05-27T11:36:00.002+08:00

im afraid one day, i might just faint seeing myself on the mirror.

2010-05-26T16:54:00.001+08:00

kena bully!!!

2010-05-24T17:19:00.003+08:00

thank you so much ladies for being the model for my portfolio.
really appreciate it very much. :) loves you all
thanks to my husband too who helped out with the preparation ,
and of course , ur generous help to rush back home and come back to
my school just cos ur wife forgets "the accessories". :/

was mad rush for time. i will surely do more of this to update my portfolio.
who wants to volunteer to be my model?! :)

2010-05-24T16:25:00.002+08:00

thank you husband for being the greatest person on earth.
2 more weeks to our first and your birthday! can't hardly wait!

loads of hugs and kisses
ur B/BQ -.- (dont call me that!!!! that is not cute! :( )

2010-05-21T15:29:00.002+08:00

i have always tell myself that no matter how hard i have to go through
shits in this world, i have to be strong, and show the world that i can
beat every obstacle even if i have to walk in the fire.
well of course i have to that with lots courage and strong wills.
sometimes, people are just too curious about my presence, my life, and everything else.
i do not know weather good intentions are put to good or just, some curiosity
hits them hard?! and sometimes too, i ask myself, why i cant live in peace?!

sometimes, it struck me badly. sometimes, i really need someone who really can
understand the situation i am in. sometimes, i feel that ive taken for granted.

please leave me alone?! or maybe, please, i think this is personal and
its between me and the husband! :(

2010-05-19T17:26:00.002+08:00

is my cough that bad?! :(
the fever come and go every now and then.
my husband is in his night shift and no one is there for me at night,
where the temp just have to shot up and the coughs get uglier! :(

2010-05-18T12:17:00.002+08:00

im on half day today.
been sick for almost a week.
:(

to my dear nurulhuda, thank you for ur kind understanding. <3 u loads

2010-05-17T16:01:00.003+08:00

Saturday with love...
i was so sick that morning and was excuse from work.
slept the whole morning and afternoon :/
that doesnt mean my saturday was all about resting sleeping ley..
we joined dibs and aidil for a mini picnic at ECP.
thou everything was impromptu, it was indeed quite fun you know.
tried burn marshmellow but hehe no no no, i dont like super creamy and sweet stuff.
really!!!!

Sunday.
congratulations @facinta & @yus33
may you have a blissful marriage and everlasting love.
you look fabulous and your wedding was gorgeous.
what more can i say, i love everything, from ur deco, entertainment and so much more.
its just that, i can get lost at yishun! nyehehe.
lucky enough that , alfiah decided to accompany me. thanks <3
enjoy ur hornymoon tooo errr.... Europe?! WOWWWWW

2010-05-17T09:58:00.003+08:00

Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched,
and those who have tried for only they can appreciate the importance of people
who have touched their lives.
i’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh,
so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style,
and even if it kills me... I’m going to smile...

i love walking in the rain, cos there's where no one knows im crying.
sometimes, you feel like you're not worth to someone.

2010-05-14T14:32:00.002+08:00

THANK YOU SO MUCH girls for your concern towards me.
THANK YOU SO MUCH nurul for taking good care of me at work. hehe
THANK YOU SO MUCH alfiah for the medication!!
I <3 you two so much!!

i lost my voice today! :/

2010-05-13T14:28:00.003+08:00

great performance by Hady & Pasha Ungu.
one of my favourite song from Ungu too! heh :)

2010-05-11T16:57:00.003+08:00

dinner with the usuals, aidil & dibs.
but this time, we've got the opportunity to meet them great people,
adib's long distance friend, from malaysia.
they were very nice and funny too
hope to meet you people again, in future, insyaallah :)