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u know, i shud be blogging about my bff's wedding but oh my god,
blame this lazy URATSSSSS MALASSSSSSSSSSs.....

ive gotta feeling that sooner or later, i will get bored with this,
hence, deletion of this blog. now who still visit here anyway?
LOL

and yes, i am still patiently waiting for the day to come,
but i dont mind having an overdue baby just cos i know,
baby grows well inside me..
i read alot, and i mean ALOT about pregnancy :)
but i still ask alot from experience mummies out there.
heh.

i miss blogging, i really do.
argh....



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at 35 weeks, things is not getting any better.
few more weeks to go, i know i can do this..
:(



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erm, im back?!
meanwhile, i hope i can blog regularly.
hehehehehehehe

and im already 8months 2weeks this week! :)



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i think im gonna fall sick anytime.
im having the symptoms now. oh god, dont let me get sick,
cos i know, i will get very weak and terribly sick.


oh baby, youve been very active last night,
i rubs my tummy, and you starts to move and kicks me.
so naughty!!!!
i enjoyed looking at my tum tum now and den.
this is just so surreal.. im going to be a mom soon. hehe.
ahh i miss my husband already.. boohoo



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everywhere is aching right now,
and i need my bed.
my bed has been my best friend now.
i need plenty of rest i think.
i just need that at this point of time.



i slept throughout the journey from work to home.
wash up and continue resting and fall asleep until the next day.
and that routines carries on unless husband is around.


just like yesterday, i had maggi for dinner since mom did not cook,
afterwhich i settle the laundry, and i fall asleep while waiting.
i do not know who help me with the hangings.
i'm still having difficulties on the sleeping positions,
and i think being more tired each day, makes me sleep peacefully,
and not waking up and keep changing the "right" position.
and what on earth im blaberring about?! -.-


so yes, for now, im jealous to see the husband snoring away,
while i need to wake every hour to pee and change my positions.
boo, i still need to wake up early to work, and being restless at work
is not helping at all, imagine for 8 hrs?!


oh and little SB is getting active each day,
i can even feel the slightest movements. :)



u know sometimes, when im alone,
i ask myself..


am i a good wife to my husband?
will i be a good mummy to my baby?
i dont know... everything is simply new to me..
this is really a new phase of life..
i just need someone to understand my situation and be there for me,
thru my good times and bad times..



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hair's getting thinner,
everything is huge front and back.
lips getting drier and cracks and looks super ugly..
:...(



i hate seeing myself in the mirror,
even make up do not do wonders on me anymore!!
:(



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30 weeks this week.
and ive got about 10 more weeks to go before welcoming little SB.
can't hardly wait.


and at 30 weeks ive been feeling easily tired, and yes, SLEEPY MOST OF THE TIME.
even if i have 8 to 10 hours of sleep, i tend to get more tired, and
i keep on yawning non stop, and sleep throughout.
oh god, dont tell this happening for the next few weeks.
i need to work. i cant simply take early maternity leave.
:(


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