AHH.. damage done yet again.
this time, im sure im doing this for good,
and most importantly for myself!!


:)

I have to believe in myself and to have faith in my own abilities!
Without a humble but reasonable confidence in my own powers,
i cannot be successful or happy.
Though, its hard, but i'm really trying.

Sometimes, the expectations of certain people
are high therefore it might hurt one heart , they shall never know.
Its within believing and excepting me sincerely for who
i am and not what you want me to be.


Listen to my heart, and you'll know.

the weekends so far, was all about raya visiting.









and since we are out of baju raya already!!
we might be using the same outfits for the next few visiting!! LOL


you know what? i love my baju nikah the most!! lol..
manyiak sinang.. cuma panjang sikit jer!! takan aku makin ketot eh?!


more pics at FB!! :)
macam biasa jugak..
ok bye..





love,
sue wa sue way ke moneng

she's the cutest grandma (in law) that i've ever had.
her love for her grandchildren is priceless.
and i really adore tooo much!!




with us, is her first grandson, and my husband.
the best that i could ever had in my life right now!
sape tak sayang laki oi!!!! :p





and of course, this cousin of his, is such a talented designer. :)
she design her own raya outfits every year,
though simple, but its just look beautiful and nice on her!
i've always wanted to design my own outfit,
but one thing that spoils it, is my body. -_-


well initially, we plan to have another visiting today,
but the husband got called up for work today!
so yeah, and oh, before i end this entry,
here's wishing my MIL,


HAPPY BIRTHDAY
:):)


moga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezki!
insyaallah :)

Day Two.
not much visiting though as most of us is working the next day.
i'm feeling all tired and sleepy all day!
and that day too, we've decided to go black and wear last year's outfit.
and what a coinci, most of them wore black too! :)


so here goes,
i snap thousands pictures of us! hehe.
but oni a few lah i show you!! ok?!






this man was forced to smile by me, obviously.
kan cantik gini... -_____-





and some other snapshots..










his cousin is such a cutey! :)






well that's it, not much photos though,
i was to tired already.. lol.
more pics at FB very soon yar!!


enjoy your lebaran everyone!!! :)






love,
sue

Eid Mubarak everyone! :)



Let's make this short and the rest be pictures and more pictures only ya!
Heh.
My first eid, with my lovely husband, is what i've been waiting since we were married,
having him in my life is so precious that i couldnt trade anything else in this world.
I can't control my emotions and all i could afford is to thank ALLAH,
for he have given me a chance and him to be together as one.
May this EID, brings memories and to start more afresh and make more better aspect
of life and our marriage journey throughout, insyaallah.
This year, a rush one i must say, too rushing that i couldnt spend more time
with my lovely cousins and families like i use to every year.


Meanwhile, more visiting on his side as we couldn't get to visit them
for "jln2 pengantin" last 3 months, mind you, despite being too tired.
Here's the photo-story for 2 days straight of lebaran! :)


First day, we decided to wear our nikah outfits!!
Lucky me, i can still fit the dress lor!!!!!





and and and





that is my husband behind the lense,
he's excited taking pictures of me and other else!
he is in love with me the camera!!! -__-


just take a look at this, bear tak perlu!!!!





and oh, here's my new deco room!! hehe.
thanks husband for your help paku saner paku sini ,
samapi tgn aku pun kene paku!!!






and here's pictures with my two cousins!!







first house to the in law's..
and here's our decent family photo!
for the very first time as well!! hehe







love this pic so much!! love love






lovelies..






and i cant resist with this little boy,
look at those cheeks!! *faints*





ho well, seems like i have to continue day 2 tomoro,
the internet connection here is really testing my patience,
same to FB too!! oh my...
good day lovelies!! :)





love,
sue.

it wasn't my day yesterday,
but that aside, will tell you the whole story sooner.


for now, let us welcome the beautiful month of syawal shall we?!


SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI
minal aidin wal'faizin


mohon ampun & maaf zahir & batin



dari kami berdua,
sue & hafiz

there were times you've said,
"ni adalah rintihan seseorang istri"


thank you for your listening ears baby,
ur wife is totally depressed.


thank god i still have you!

kept getting compliments and wishes from "friends", till this very day!!

thank you all, so so so much!!! :)

alhamdulillah

hubby loves this song alot.
no doubt, im loving it too.
hehehe. :)








a meaningful song that i wish to share to all of you! :)


selamat berpuasa!!



bloodymary is so kurang hajar that she visit me last 2 days of ramadhan!!
super WASTED!!


and dearest husband, dont be upset! belom ada rezki sayang...

that's me without makeup at 2 plus am in the wee hours, honestly!!!
eyebags, and flabby arms.. hmm..
i'm not ashamed of the real me!!


sometimes, i wonder if i myself can keep the comments to myself,
why not some of you people?
why is there a need for you to be mean to me,
well, you may did that to others too dont you?!
don't you ever thought or feel that you are actually hurting someone's
feeling?! im not a sensitive person, truth to be told.
but sometimes, these people are getting on my nerves.


you people are born differently, god is fair.
everyone have their own specialties.
for example, some lady may not born beautiful, but their heart is.
some lady may be born beautifully perfect, tetapi hati busok.
so tell me, what on earth are you people thinking?!


i was once a skinny girl back then, my bf aka my husband now,
knows how skinny i am when he first met me.
and now, being a married lady, with a bulging tummy,
breakouts and what ever shit, do that bothers you so much?!
i am happy with what i am despite the fact that im worried
about my weight and my size. i wanna look good for my husband too.
but if my husband is sincerely loves me and myself inside out,
why you people should bother about me,
and oh ya, WHY SHOULD I BOTHER ABOUT YOU PEOPLE?!


look at yourself on a CLEAN mirror before you judge me
or whoever your victim is!


if you are born beautiful or good looking,
alhamdulillah.. thanks to god creation.
but don't come to your victim and start all ur stupid
thoughts and comments.


to me, i don't see nice things on you , im sorry.


pls change to a better someone,
and don't hurt other's too!

yesterday another iftar with good friends,
a special day for them both as they just turn 2nd.
:)








well, im really craving for nasi ayam penyet ria since like
god-knows-when. so ive planned with my husband earlier and
he agreed, haha, like what's new?! he always make sure i satisfy
my cravings for anything!! :) with us is nurul & aiman.







we went geylang right after as i was looking for something,
more like new curtains for the bedroom, and much more.
besides that, the beautiful "DOKOH" that ive been eyeing for,
is almost taken, and i wish that it will stay until my
next visit which is this coming thurs. i seriously want that!! :(


more drama at geylang last night,
one quarreling, chair flying!!
one selling illegal dendeng, police came, all ran away!
oh god!! and more lah ok!! pe sajer jer!!

the past weekends was totally occupied.
as much as im excited baking, i almost end up ; giving up.
hah, but hey, i managed to do what i have plan earlier.
so yes, i have successfully did the honey cornflakes
and bake the chocolate chip cookies.
im a first timer, mind you!
with the help of my two sisters, my work is less mess,
and less work for me too!!


the earlier part of the day,
accompanied the husband to comex and imm,
he bought himself a new set of lcd tv and dvd player, hehe.
i can tompang gembira oso!!


for break-fast, ive cooked dinner for my family, as my mother
is out to jaybee with her friends. a simple dish of fried rice, roti john,
and black pepper chicken from GIANT! hehe.








that night too, my hubby brought the kids to Geylang,
as we have to change the size of my brother's baju kurung! :)
it was crowded as expected, but i manage to find my little sister
baju kurung as well.


after midnight, we went mustafa centre, and there's where the husband
treat us all, our favourtie fish head curry. :) headed home after that,
and that's when all the baking started. you wouldn't wanna know what time
we finished dont you?! haha. TIRING!!!

well, if you happen to come to my house and saw those
cookies and cornflakes, pls keep the comment to yourself hor!!
LOL!!!