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it took me a long time not to judge myself through someone else's eyes.
but then, i think im better den who you think i am n those ladies u knw!
ask my angels, they knw more the neg n pos side of me.
those angels are my "friends".


being a bitch, being the best slut, being the great pretender,
being whatever people have tell me about you, is totally not a way
to show that you're one big F***.


and definitely, me and you is two different world.
kau terlalu bebas, wherelese me?! you dont need to know either


i rather be alone rather den seeking attention from multiple guys,
so you can get anything you want?! what on earth are you thinking?



and you people out there who knows thing that i do not need to know,
pls, im not involve in their lives and i do not wana get involve,
and its not convincing to tell me to forget cos im the one who
carry this blardy burden!!!




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I like to listen. I have learned a great deal from listening carefully.
So when you are listening to somebody, completely, attentively,
then you are listening not only to the words,
but also to the feeling of what is being conveyed,
to the whole of it, not part of it.


love,
me



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Ive always wish that the husband will get his off days on weekends,
cos thats the only time we can spend the whole day together. :( well,
even off days is burnt and useless sometimes, got called up and so for.


just so you knw, i am a wife and need attention from my husband too. :(


im gonna be having a lame weekends and being alone, is no fun too.



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oh my.
its 2:08 while im typing this entry.
can i not get any sleepier?



besides that, my ulcers is not getting any better as well.
3 straight days of unbearable pain is no joke; even brushing teeth is
one major problem already. gotta, ENDURE!! -_-


well since i have nothing to write about or rant about a topic,
let's talk about me. HEH.



so its been 21 days since new year and ive yet to tell you the
"new" resolutions. nyehe thou i failed to fulfill the past resolutions
but it doesnt harm me to create a new ones right? kan kan kan?


phew, alright first things first. let's talk about my "driving license".
its been 2 years since i passed my FTT and its been 2 years since i drove a car!
so tell me about it, all that money and efforts goes down the drain.
just like that. everything expired on this coming april, and im seriously
have no idea what to do, BUT to think of a plan.
to have a license aint easy. money there money here.
got, im seriously running out of budget. ive gotta think of school (which i will explain later)
im on my own now, no more, "parents pay for school fees".. nah no more liao! -_-
ive gotta save for the new house, in which i have difficulties in that
cos im a big spender on shopping plus am not
earning much as well. (im honest and there's nothing to hide thou!).


i did not achieved anything on 2009 but, I GOT MARRIED.
all the savings, all the hard earn money goes to the wedding!


but since then, my husband have always have been the pillar of strength.
he'll make sure i am not troubled by anything.
thou he nags alot, but i know, he wants the best of me.
THANK YOU dear husband and not to forget my gf's for EVERYTHING,
i meant it hokay.
jom ramai ramai ckp "ohhh cooo cuweeeeet" LOL


okay okay... enough of my nonsense already.
so what's my 2010 resolution you may ask?!
now, feast ur eyes with gambar gambar yg aku curik dari yahoo k?!


ONE





is to complete my driving license within a year although
everything will be expiring three months from now! -_-
gotta renew this and that... chialat!!
cos i've always dream of me driving my husband's car to bring my
girl-friends out, in future!
brangan mau lebih babe!!


TWO





is to complete my makup course(present) and become a CERTIFIED makup artist! :)
(in 4 months time, yey! insyaallah)
ive been wanting to learn more, so yeah, is time...
i am so so excited about this actually LOL.
who wants to be my guinea pig?!
(aku tahu si alfiah n nurul confirm peberet part2 ni!)


THREE






is to have more holidays or mini getaways with my husband.
(he always ask me where ive always wanted to go, so gambar to hint hint lah hor!)
and cos im LAME, i wish to go to BKK again! thank you


FOUR







is toooo... slim down -_-
i need a pair of running shoes.
i need one appropriate swimming costume.
amd lastly i need more encouragement words from you people! LOL
(cos sometimes i is semangat 2 saat liddat u know!)


and LASTLY,
kita merancang ALLAH menentukan.





and of course, to spend more time with him since
work have been the reason why we often see each other.






so yeah. i HOPE, i can DO IT!!


love,
myself



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it was nice having my bro n beau along with us for movies.
thank you husb for that wonderful day! :)
hanya allah dapat membalasnya.
"the spy next door" is hilarious err, for me atleast!
i love jackie chan, he's awesome, and funny. hehe








and the cam whoring begins... :p








have a a great day people! :)





love,
sue



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so after 23 years, FINALLY!!!!
a cap in my wardrobe!!
A single cap is a miracle to me!


me wearing a cap?!
something NEW!!!
dont laugh at me hokay?!


a mundane saturday without makup n a messy hair?!
WEAR-A-CAP!!! hehehe.. :p







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they call it "tweeter"


tweeter where one updates his/her whereabouts, what's doing,
advertisement, and watsoever.. it's practically boring to share it within yourself
and close friends. but hey, new friends are love.
ive made new friends, and i am really really happy.
thou, this small group have already touch my heart! :)
nice knowing you girls, except for faeza n nurul!!! LOL LOL



introducing you, new faces for "ANAK METROPOLITAN 3"!!
yang paling kecik tu ah ketuanya!! paham eh paham eh




i promise that i will stay much longer den the recent gathering!
i heard that you girls are planning for a "sushi" date?!
hehe











<3



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I am so loving this pic of me and husb!
:)





will update more on this, real soon! :)



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so im back with my super overdue entry -_-
i was so upset and dissapointed in myself when ive got to know
that bagaikan sakti concert tickets was sold out like err.. so fast!
ive been wanting to watch siti's performance live, and this time,
m nasir is making his appearance too!


lady luck was on my side when someone sold their tix at the very last minute,
and what a start to new year with my dream come true?!
60 dollars for the tix to esplanade and no regrets,
as i have the best seat, can you believe it, thou i was on the second floor!
the view was spectacular, and the concert was awesome.
i kept recording her voice on my iphone, and record the whole performance
on my digicam, and surprisingly i was not caught red handed!! geee :p


my apologies, i cant seem to upload the videos here, so... hmm
why not post some boring pictures of me and nurul
(she was kind enough to accompany me as my husb cant make it due to work, what else)
hehe.. :p














she's gorgeous, she's irritatingly BEAUTIFUL!!
hehehe... im her no 1 fan lah.....





till my next entry!!
there's load of pictures to share!!
:p


love,
sue



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hubby was kind enough to bring his wife to a place she misses most,
BKK for christmas! he did a little surprise for me months before,
having to know that the surprise really put a smile on my face.



had early breakfast before departure!
one fishball noodle cost me 6.50 while one plate of chicken rice cost him 7.00!
air share pasal tak guna nak buang buang duit!! LOL










we had airasia to fly us there and i am not surprise that our hotel sucks big time!
muahaha.. all so called "good" hotels are fully booked! -_-










we didnt waste any more time..
we put our bags and off to the city!!
this time i die die told him to take the tut tut instead of their cab!
cos i did not have chance to ride them tut tut last time! :))







and so, we went there at the right time, oh yes, Christmas season!
BKK is fill with so many deco's and beautiful lighting's and musicals.
it wasn't that quite place that i used to go 2 years ago! :p











besides that, shopping went crazy! everywhere is having sale as well!!
but one thing, its just so hard to find a halal place to dine there.
we had the same old food every single day of our stay,
like having white rice and a few side dishes! just MUAK!
there was once we found a halal stall who sells kebab and fries,
i almost cried!!!! why? cos i finally can have FRIES!! i love fries!
and i did not even gave one to my husb! he stole ONE from me! :(








we did alot of shopping from a couple of places, from pratunam, chatuchak,
MBK, suan lum and more.. i just cant really remember names of the places though.






he forced me to sit there and take peekcher!! -_-
i look like santa's maid oredi...





and these...... I LIKE AHHHHHHHH





and the small little lion actually dance!! hehe
cute or whattt!! :p





and just take a look at this
and fyi! of more den half of what u see is NOT belong to us!
believe it or not!!
ho welllsssss....






the last night of our BKK, we met mike and friends ,
they were from their holiday at pattaya and drop by BKK,
for shopping as well.
mike was so craving for durians and bought 3 packets,
and each packet at that(pic) size!!
Huge isnt it?! shared among 4 of them.
nah, i dont really fancy durian. ive got phobia with it!
cos i will end up havng a high fever!!








ho well, i really enjoyed every single day there,
from shopping and spending time with my husb.
we rarely spend time together here in singapore!
excuse of super tired faces!! :p







and of course, i wont STOP going to BKK!
hehehehe

oh anyway, those pictures of me, was actually forced by my husb!
I hate taking pic there, my face are damn dry, my lips are cracked and bleeds,
and my tummy is so bloated!! -_-


and so after 4 days 3 nights at BKK
its time for us to head ..... HOME.














and of cos this wont happen w/o you!
THANK YOU AWAK FOR THE TRIP!
I LAP YOU! :p