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Raya with husb's friends!! :)
26th Sept 2010
















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ive always feeling fat for the next few months but
the joy of becoming a mom lasts forever and the future baby
is something you carry inside you for nine months,
in your arms for abt three years and in your heart till the day you die
♥ the strength and power of a women, and a great joy is coming. ♥



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please god, give me strength.
my tummy hurts like hell now!!
baby are you ok?!



i dont want to stress up
i dont wanna cry!!



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:..........(
i wanna go far away, far away from everyone!!!



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Maybe I'm not worth your sympathy.
:...(



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im thinking of doing a new header.
maybe a new fresh look for this bloggy?!
hmm, this blog is as lame as its author! :p



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tak tahu ape nak ckp lagi kalau setiap kali,
i need to be the one, mengalah, at all time and situations.
i need to spend time with my husband too.
its not like i seen him everyday,
its not like we spend time together everyday,
its not like we do not have a life/plan of our own
although we are married.


and i want to see him REST and have his time of his own!


:,(


im not hating my life, i hate myself for being so emotionally disturb
and not being able to speak up.


senang ckp... DAH MALAS



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ah, that old solemnization outfit is shouting for help, i guess.
husb hold his breath to zip it up. and no, i didn't hold mine.
i think baby is suffocating, but thank god, it was just a short visit.
pictures courtesy of nabilah.








baby is 17 weeks this week.



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4 months tum tum and baby :)







and the tummy looks funny too!! :p






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let's do things one step at a time.
we don't need to rush things.
:)
let's say, it's such a blessing to have this wonderful life.
we have to be thankful sometimes.
syukur, alhamdulillah.



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Eid '10


not much pictures this time as i was VERY LAZY.
must i blame the hormones? -.-
all i want now and everytime is, my bed.



i am actually thinking and making 2nd thoughts of closing down this blog
of mine, cos i just hate the fact that some people are just plain
irritants in this world, and they MIGHT even die if they see me happy.
get a life, pls?!
im too tired to entertain all these shits and negative thoughts.



im turning 24 in a month's time, insyaallah,
i am a wife,
and i will become a mummy soon, insyaallah,
and i have to priorities my responsibilities den
all these childish stuff.



some GIRLS will never grow up you know, that is SAD



now pictures, hmmm, i look chubby, and err fat?! heh


our lovenest :)



some couple pic






in laws <3



solo!! hhehe







:)



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taken from nunul's



"I really treasure the girls I have now. The limited quantity gfs."


i love my gfs too.
love them LOADS!!
they have been the most sweetest human on earth!!
hearts them..
..
mainly NJ teams. HAHAHAHA kbye



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WELL...
i hate people who love to assume things about me and my poor husband
who is pure innocent, who know nuts about what had been happening around,
and the next thing, WE got blame for something which WE DID NOT INVOLVE.



do you think its fair for us to get all this nuisance from you?
you want the attention from the public and our fellow friends,
go on, have it, move yourself to the limelight!!
we dont even care. what do we earn from all that?


and please, don't use other's as your winning point or cover ur ass lah.
duh!! -.-
like seriously, you utter rubbish, you make use of your love ones just
to cover all the shits that you've made! seriously, what on earth are you thinking?!
one word: C R A P



don't put me in your problems lah, you think i have time to entertain ur nonsense,
or concern lah sgt pasal kau nyer life. duh! dont you ever realise that, ive been living
my life to the fullest with my love ones, especially my husband and my few BEST FRIENDS?!!
what more you want from me?!


im not trying to exaggerate here, but i just find you super annoying and irritating to the MAX!!!
duh! i dare say say, there's more out there who agrees with me!
it's just that, you dont know!



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FITNAH itu lebih BERDOSA dari MEMBUNUH!
sesungguhnya ALLAH mendengar dan nampak!!





i had my say lah kan..
i just need to let out, in case you still TAK SEDAR SEDAR jugak,
tu gasak kau lah nak!!



happy happy thoughts, SYAWAL is coming..


sorry baby, mummy is VERY ANGRY!!!



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I wish upon a baby girl :)


can october come faster pleaseeee....


and i hope the result will be my most PRICELESS birthday present! :)



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14 weeks now.





im beginning to have sleepless nights, almost every night.
:( i cant seem to find the right position to sleep,
my legs have been the reason why!
will only get to sleep when the sun appear.
you imagine, i have to wake up the next morning for work.
i get all sleepy and restless at the office.
im dragging my cramp feet to work and i have to endure all comments
from a few irritating colleagues who love to throw all negatives comment to me.
they even make me as a laughing matter, and that is really serious ok.
that is not a joke.
i tried to be more stronger but maybe this pregnancy makes me more weaker
and more emotional. :(
sometimes, i cried to sleep, i cried when people say SUCH things to me.
how can they be so bad? im pregnant, my body changes time to time.
ahh. ive no mood to blog either.
well, let it be. let it be.


im looking forward to start revamping my room, well not much of it,
but i have plans for it. :)


good day lovelies