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i think im gonna fall sick anytime.
im having the symptoms now. oh god, dont let me get sick,
cos i know, i will get very weak and terribly sick.


oh baby, youve been very active last night,
i rubs my tummy, and you starts to move and kicks me.
so naughty!!!!
i enjoyed looking at my tum tum now and den.
this is just so surreal.. im going to be a mom soon. hehe.
ahh i miss my husband already.. boohoo



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everywhere is aching right now,
and i need my bed.
my bed has been my best friend now.
i need plenty of rest i think.
i just need that at this point of time.



i slept throughout the journey from work to home.
wash up and continue resting and fall asleep until the next day.
and that routines carries on unless husband is around.


just like yesterday, i had maggi for dinner since mom did not cook,
afterwhich i settle the laundry, and i fall asleep while waiting.
i do not know who help me with the hangings.
i'm still having difficulties on the sleeping positions,
and i think being more tired each day, makes me sleep peacefully,
and not waking up and keep changing the "right" position.
and what on earth im blaberring about?! -.-


so yes, for now, im jealous to see the husband snoring away,
while i need to wake every hour to pee and change my positions.
boo, i still need to wake up early to work, and being restless at work
is not helping at all, imagine for 8 hrs?!


oh and little SB is getting active each day,
i can even feel the slightest movements. :)



u know sometimes, when im alone,
i ask myself..


am i a good wife to my husband?
will i be a good mummy to my baby?
i dont know... everything is simply new to me..
this is really a new phase of life..
i just need someone to understand my situation and be there for me,
thru my good times and bad times..



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hair's getting thinner,
everything is huge front and back.
lips getting drier and cracks and looks super ugly..
:...(



i hate seeing myself in the mirror,
even make up do not do wonders on me anymore!!
:(



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30 weeks this week.
and ive got about 10 more weeks to go before welcoming little SB.
can't hardly wait.


and at 30 weeks ive been feeling easily tired, and yes, SLEEPY MOST OF THE TIME.
even if i have 8 to 10 hours of sleep, i tend to get more tired, and
i keep on yawning non stop, and sleep throughout.
oh god, dont tell this happening for the next few weeks.
i need to work. i cant simply take early maternity leave.
:(


*YYYAAAAWWWWNNNNSSSSSs*



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i didnt know what true friendship is until i met them. <3



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Welcome to the third trimester! By 29 weeks, you may begin thinking about all of the neat aspects of having a newborn baby, such as labor and delivery!

By pregnancy week 29, you will probably be plagued by heartburn once again, as your belly grows more and more substantial each day.

You should be paying attention to your baby's movements each and every day from pregnancy week 29 onward. In general, you will notice patterns of rest and wakefulness in your baby. If you notice any abnormal movement patterns or a substantial reduction in movement be sure to contact your healthcare provider immediately.

Now more than ever, it is important that you eat several small meals per day. Your baby needs the nutrients, and your digestive processes have slowed tremendously due to the rising levels of progesterone and the decreasing space in your belly.

It is also important that you drink plenty of water during the third trimester to help ward off constipation, which can result in hemorrhoids.

Now is the time to start enjoying the last few weeks of your pregnancy. Many women find this time liberating. This is the last time you will have to pamper yourself for quite some time. If you are in the mood, you should take some time to grab a facial or pedicure while you still can. Nothing makes a laboring mother look better than a set of well-manicured toes!

You should also enjoy these last few quiet weeks with your partner. If you have the opportunity, go out on a romantic date or two before your new baby makes his appearance into the world. Once that happens it may be a long time before you get to spend some quality one on one time with your partner. If you have other children at home, consider hiring a babysitter for a night or two during the next couple of months.

Many women find that edema or swelling, particularly in the legs and feet, becomes uncomfortable during the last trimester. Be sure to drink plenty of water, engage in light exercise such as walking, and keep your legs and feet elevated whenever possible.



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if the price of all the baby stuff wasnt that expensive,
if i have a spare room for my little one,
if i have the space in my room,
i would love to do all this for you , baby SB.














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you know, this question always play on my mind,
why cant i be excited for my upcoming baby?
why? its not like im over excited to the extreme of not following the confinement
during my pregnant period or whatsnot. i dont know. PANTANG, you may say.
but seriously, my necessities and baby's necessities isit kind of PANTANG also?
at the end of the day, im the one who have get all the necessities prepared,
and you cant expect me to go out and buy or shop during my confinement isnt it?
ahh. i dont know, i dont know. im always the middle party.
im always in this difficult situation where i cant have a choice of my own,
i need to listen to others, i need to make other's satisfied,
i have to make sure other's is happy, i need to sacrifice my happiness sometimes.


and i dont see it happening to other's. :(