Thursday, July 30, 2009
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thanks gerls for the encouragement, again.
and you girls definitely brighten up my bitter days.
and thank you brother for being there for me as well,
and thank you for being the most caring person on earth!!
and..
i just want this complicated soul to get out of me.
i want my life back.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
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im so likey sarah and kunjung! :)
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
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watching you everyday is like watching a baby who's grown so fast.
watching you smile, is like me looking on a diamond ring.
and i am still here, watching you day by day to be a better person,
and i know you can do it, i'll be by your side, forever.
for as long as i live, i will still be there for you! :)
Monday, July 27, 2009
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love & sacrifices.
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i do not understand how an old man's attitude can became so ridiculous.
for god sake, my husband needs rest and time with his family and wife too.
and do you know how i felt everytime, this last minute thingy struck me?
the feeling, SUCKS, and i know, there's no end to this i tell you.
i.d.i.o.t
Sunday, July 26, 2009
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you shed tears for me,
you were there for me,
you sacrifice your time for me,
you encourage me to be strong,
you bought teddy's for me just to see me smile,
and you are the most sweetest person that i've met.
thank you love, thank you.
nurul and rabiah, thank you too for everything.
nurul, its been great to have you by my side everyday, :)
and you are there for me too and thank you for your advices and encouragement.
rabiah, thank you for your non-stop calls,
and of-course my apologise for not being honest with you,
and always beat around the bushes. thank you for your concern love,
i love you both alot. :)
love,
your super crazy friend :)
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i've begin to wonder, when these things will stop and come to an end to my life.
i ponder on and many question were asked on my mind.
i love myself and i believe i am different from each individuals in this world. they are different within themself, and i dare say that i do not wanna act nor be like one of those ladies out there who ruin their life just to taste "their" world. i want to be that lady, who is loved by her families, in laws, children and her husband. and alhamdulillah, truth to say that, my life is complete with them.
i've never been this strong to overcome what had been happening in my life. my friends, you know who you are, never fails to be there for me, cried with me, and the most important thing is to believe and give me encouragement to move on. may the friendship that we've build since day one, will be forever, like love quotes do, till death do us apart. :)
my husband whom i loved, the man who never will i stop to encourage and brought him to the right path, insyaallah. i will just pray to ALLAH, that he gave faith to him to move on with life with his beautiful family with him. i believe he can do it. and hopefully, ALLAH grand his wish as well, that, he have been waiting for all this while. :)
dear husband, thank you for the million of kisses for me :)
i had my say, and i've begin to smile again.
Friday, July 24, 2009
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whatever it is, im still here for you,
and still loving you.
get well soon, baby.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
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this was delivered to my office at 4:02pm on 23rd july 2009,
from no other, the husband.
im truly touched! :...)
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
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i dont know, there's no motive to this picture.
but looking at their faces, makes me happy.
i love kids, they make me happy.
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another thing which makes me happy is by looking at pictures that i took with my lovely friends. god pls help me. i need to smile again. and since im a little bored here at work, i shall update on my last weekends despite not having any mood. i just wana make time fly past fast today.
and so, finally i manage to date my two favourite, is and fie.
but before that, pictures of myself and fie, is overload.
dont tell me i didnt warn you, ok?! heh. meanwhile i shall just do abit of the talking while the pictures do the rest. :)
the earlier part of the day, was when the boys wanted to settle some of their stuff.
afterwhich we had dinner at my favourite food court who serve very good dish there. and we were lucky enough to get seats outside where we can actually witness the beautiful and spectacular fireworks, do you see a heart shape there?! i like it! so cantik! :)
window shop, and not forgetting dragging them to challenge daytona with me. my all time favourite game. the boys got obsess with the teddy machines. ismail manage to catch 2 while hafiz, nothing, yes zero. but he manage to waste 2 dollars on this two cute mini dolls. lucky alfiah, but hey, they gave the green ones to me. how sweet! :) i slept with it you know.
and while waiting for the traffic to be "ok", we waited and take peekcher.
in the car oso want to take, so vain dono why!! :/
and at the very late night, we went ECP to have coffe bean and macd's and the boys continue hunting for bears and played games. and we girls took a dollar ride, haha, how i wish life is a bliss like our younger days..
i hope i can meet you guys again, soon. :)
and that sunday, accompanied alfiah to attend her friend's bro's wedding
cute boys wins cute gerls heard!! and i chose the two from the right can?! heh.
afterwhich i rush down to jurong to hafiz's grandma's place. his aunt made the best vadei, im loving it! :)
on monday, i was on mc, the tummy just dont feel good. and while i was in the toilet, i heard someone screaming n yelling, my first thought was this boy who is a disabled who lives near me, who always cry at night. so i ignored, but as minutes goes by, he shouts real loud and caught almost everyone's attention, and when i look out from the window, i witness this. so dramatic! kena caught by CID. hehe.
well, im so dissapointed..
im not doing good now. ALLAH is fair, there's karma, and i just hope for the best of you and i just want you to be happy, that's all. i have nothing left in this world but i have faith in myself. if i can be happy for you, pls be happy for me as well ok?! :) may ALLAH bless you.. and may you be happy.. amin
i wanna live life to the fullest with my love ones too.
good day lovelies.
love,
sue.
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Tuesday, July 21, 2009
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I've never been so down and this dissapointed in whole of my life.
:(
GOD, help me.
Monday, July 20, 2009
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on a day's mc, the tummy just got to screw everything,
husband's went out with his friends while me rotting at home,
and always on standby for the loo, and when i was about to ____,
heard someone was shouting and yelling across my carpark,
and you know what i saw?
i witness a drama, hah, someone got caught by the civilians - police!
how cool is that?!! and then off, me rushing to the loo back again.
that was it, and now im patiently waiting for my hubby to call me and bring me out!
im dead bored now. :/
what a lame blue-day, but nevertheless, weekend was good! updates soon!:p
byeiek
Saturday, July 18, 2009
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its been so long, them i miss.
looking forward for later, that i can't wait.
finally, a proper "date". hehe.
photo courtesy of nurulhuda :)
i look like a kiddo kan?! :/
happy weekends, lovelies.
love,
sue.