i've begin to wonder, when these things will stop and come to an end to my life.
i ponder on and many question were asked on my mind.
i love myself and i believe i am different from each individuals in this world. they are different within themself, and i dare say that i do not wanna act nor be like one of those ladies out there who ruin their life just to taste "their" world. i want to be that lady, who is loved by her families, in laws, children and her husband. and alhamdulillah, truth to say that, my life is complete with them.


i've never been this strong to overcome what had been happening in my life. my friends, you know who you are, never fails to be there for me, cried with me, and the most important thing is to believe and give me encouragement to move on. may the friendship that we've build since day one, will be forever, like love quotes do, till death do us apart. :)


my husband whom i loved, the man who never will i stop to encourage and brought him to the right path, insyaallah. i will just pray to ALLAH, that he gave faith to him to move on with life with his beautiful family with him. i believe he can do it. and hopefully, ALLAH grand his wish as well, that, he have been waiting for all this while. :)


dear husband, thank you for the million of kisses for me :)


i had my say, and i've begin to smile again.