that's me without makeup at 2 plus am in the wee hours, honestly!!!
eyebags, and flabby arms.. hmm..
i'm not ashamed of the real me!!


sometimes, i wonder if i myself can keep the comments to myself,
why not some of you people?
why is there a need for you to be mean to me,
well, you may did that to others too dont you?!
don't you ever thought or feel that you are actually hurting someone's
feeling?! im not a sensitive person, truth to be told.
but sometimes, these people are getting on my nerves.


you people are born differently, god is fair.
everyone have their own specialties.
for example, some lady may not born beautiful, but their heart is.
some lady may be born beautifully perfect, tetapi hati busok.
so tell me, what on earth are you people thinking?!


i was once a skinny girl back then, my bf aka my husband now,
knows how skinny i am when he first met me.
and now, being a married lady, with a bulging tummy,
breakouts and what ever shit, do that bothers you so much?!
i am happy with what i am despite the fact that im worried
about my weight and my size. i wanna look good for my husband too.
but if my husband is sincerely loves me and myself inside out,
why you people should bother about me,
and oh ya, WHY SHOULD I BOTHER ABOUT YOU PEOPLE?!


look at yourself on a CLEAN mirror before you judge me
or whoever your victim is!


if you are born beautiful or good looking,
alhamdulillah.. thanks to god creation.
but don't come to your victim and start all ur stupid
thoughts and comments.


to me, i don't see nice things on you , im sorry.


pls change to a better someone,
and don't hurt other's too!