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sometimes, you cant blame me for my changes,
you've made me do this and you've made me to another person.



i seriously hate the fact that you have change tremendously,
and im sorry, ive already judge you otherwise, specifically; the bad side.
i dont see any nice things in you since..
i dont see why you need to be nice to someone else since..
im trying to figure out what's the big deal having such a man in your life?!
im trying to figure out what makes you fall for him that you
actually ignores your own bloody family?!

you've always pointed your children mistake and knwing that you actually
broke their heart by simply throw out all your anger to them?!


what do you mean by all this?!
i make do of my responsibilities; wherelse i have my own
"family, responsibilities & purely my duties".
i cant bear to see them sad, complaining to me this and that.
By the look of the faces, i know they couldn't accept what's
been happening in their life.
this is NOT disastrous yet, but i foresee worst.


so tell me, WHICH AND WHERE IS YOUR FAMILY in your eyes or in your heart?!


argh!! i just hate this; like totally!!!