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if you noticed, ive gained weight, drastically.
im being very emotional for the past few weeks, yes that long.
the pictures wont tell you much.
and this troubles me, throughout, and my poor victim is,
no other , MY HUSBAND.



dear husband,
if you could understand more about this,
im sure everything will be alright in future.
Im sorry for being so silence, not talking to you,
throwing tantrums, black face, moody, and worst,
of me that hates to even see ur face and slept another room.


i really feel bad, and i seriously do not know what happen and why i did this.
and i swear, this is the first time that happened to me.


here's something to share baby,





Premenstrual Syndrome
PMS is a disorder characterized by a set of hormonal changes that trigger
disruptive symptoms in a significant number of women for up to two weeks
prior to menstruation. Of the estimated 40 million suffers,
more than 5 million require medical treatment for marked mood
and behavioral changes. Often symptoms tend to taper off with
menstruation and women remain symptom-free until the two weeks
or so prior to the next menstrual period.
These regularly recurring symptoms from ovulation
until menses typify PMS, premenstrual syndrome.

Characteristics
Over 150 symptoms have been attributed to PMS. After complaints of feeling
"out-of-control", anxious, depressed and having uncontrollable crying spells,
the most common complaints are headache and fatigue.
But symptoms may vary from month to month and
there may even be symptom-free months.
No women present with all the PMS symptoms.
Characteristically symptoms may be both physical and emotional.
They may include physical symptoms as headache, migraine, fluid retention,
fatigue, constipation, painful joints, backache, abdominal cramping, heart palpitations and weight gain.
Emotional and behavioral changes may include anxiety,
depression, irritability, panic attacks, tension,
lack of co-ordination, decreased work or social performance and altered libido.


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it wasnt the normal PMS that i used to have.
im having alot symptoms.
having sore boobs was one,
bad body ache,
weight gain,
moody,
migraine/headache,
sleepless night,
improper diet, and more.


even my MIL was flabbergasted about my situation.
she asked me why im not myself,
well my PIL is always worried whenever im quiet!! LOL
cos i used to laugh as loud as i can eventhough im with em,
joke around and cat fight with hubby. but this time,
i was quiet, listen to the ipod and do my own thing.
but i thank god THEY WERE UNDERSTANDING!!!!!!! :P


and to those who suspected im preggy, it was a false alarm.
everything was negative, and HCG show no sign either.



and now, i will never sneek in to my brother's room and sleep in his bed again,
i can sleep with my husband already ahhhhh!!! :P HAHAHA



i love you monschter boncit..







and ofcos,
thank you to my lovely gf's for their concern all this while.
and thank you for the gifts that you all showered me!!
LOL i feel like a princess and a birthday girl everytime! haha.
ILY!!! :)


and skrang aku fikiran nak kurus balik! -_-





enjoy the weekends lovelies!! :p


love,sue