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i was in such a pain where i thought missy red is coming anytime soon.
so i waited. waited for a week but there's so sign of it.
i was dehydrating much, i was thirsty all day as though i didn't have much H2O
on my body, but hey, you mean already drinking a few bottles of mineral water
didn't do much justice to my body system?! that is pretty much weird.
curiosity didn't struck me yet.


was at ben & jerry's when my bladder couldn't hold on any longger.
i pee-ed and realise i was bleeding. when i say bleeding, i saw red liquid
on the toilet bowl and some stains on my err, undergarments *shy*
it was so fresh, not as err brownish like bloody menses.
i ignored and ask around for pads -.- and told the husband "ah, periodssss"



and so miss pad-dy continues to serve me, but hey there's nothing,
no stain no nothings.
i was err "ey?! dah tkde pulak?!"
so all my gf's was like "alah belen belen dulu agaknya" HAHAHAHA
okay thats funny okay..
and i belardy gundu wait and ignore lah...


was alone in the office where i decided to skip lunch and
window shop at WATSON's. -.- (tempat puaka)
my eyes was on vitamins when i just happen to see "test kit" on the same shelf,
i grab one, pay and yes.... pee on it lah whatelse?! -.-
so , waited..... 5 mins later.. double line = positive.





i was "what im a positive?!!!!" i wasn't sure if this thing is accurate.
so i ask one of the lab tech to check my HCG, and it was HIGH lah..
its shows about 6 weeks already. haha. i was smiling and alfiah started laughing
and yes congratulate me, shower with me with her nonsense (nothing new HAHA).
i didnt dare to break the news to my colleague so i just keep it to myself
and closest people.



and i didnt stop there!! I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE ITS ALL POSITIVE!!
i'm irritating, dont you thing so?! hehe.
i went to the nearest women's clinic, and ask if i can go for a scan.
we scan and the dr scan my tum tum. we cant see much cos everything
was dark inside there (my tummy that is), he said we can only ur big bladder now,
(kurang ajar).. LOL
so no choice have to insert a huge dont-know-what inside my err, hole?!
yes, a little pain but okaylah, bearable.. and THERE, that little black
thing on my tum tum.







dr: there is it ( he showed me ) still small so cannot see much
me: so im really pregnant ah?
dr: yalah hahahaha you ah...
me: haha i cannot believe
dr: come another 2 weeks den can see
me: oh ok ok
dr: i will give you the scan pictures ok

hubby wasnt there so i was actually "eh brape eh dia nye bill?!"
LOL...
the total bill was 120SGD. *phew*


few days later, i was having a super high fever, i couldn't move much,
lucky enough that the husband is still available to nurse me throughout.
well, i really cant thank him enough, he's been such a sweetheart.
and im totally blessed.
we visited the GP and he could only give me some panadols and normal cough syrup,
he said at the moment, he cannot give me any antibiotics cos im preggy.
:(
so ive gotta be stronger to fight this virus, and things got worser
when i got urine infection. argh.. so the super long weekend was spend most
of time on my bed. Shivered..
poor husb who have to nurse me 24/7 and have to find food himself.
i feel so bad.... so so bad you know :(
my MC got extended by the dr cos i wasn't recovering much.
i almost faint on the train too!! im dying, no i didnt lie :(


so i went to work eventhou i wasnt feeling good yet -.-
have to lah, if not chialat. :/
i began to feel weak every morning, i need my breakfast before i start anything.
im not a breakfast person you know.. i have to drink ALOT.
WAH everything change since.

and so everyone advice me to visit the GYNAE since im preggy and was really sick earlier.
it was hard for me as my husband is with a shift job, and its pretty hard
to know when his off day is. cos this time, i want him along..
so yest, we decided to visit the gynae at the very last min, lucky enough,
thomson have night clinic on certain days. *phew* so i dont need to waste my belardy
annual leave. i left with a few till next year april u know! :(


the dr did a scan on me, and there... *blink blink*


dr: mr, do you see the blink blink, that's the heartbeart.


i think he is overwhelmed HAHAHA
and since he paid the "fuyoooooo" price of the bill, i treat my monster
to a good nasi ayam penyet ria at jurong point !! hehehehehe
seriously, being pregnant is expensive nowadays!! oh my..
but nevermind, for the baby's sake.. insyaallah.
and here this is yest's scan of our little pea :)


and i am so ready to break the news to you beautiful people.
im soscared excited.
this is it. at 9 weeks.. :)





and im getting fatter. nothing's new kan?!
hehehehehehe

that's all for now, will update more insyaallah! :)
good day beautiful people.

love,
sue