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in life, there's nothing you wanna look for accept happiness and good health,
unless you're much unsatisfied with everything or anything that god had
given or written for you.
ive always wanted that happiness like everyone else do, thou i will nvr know
how they've gone thru shits and stuff but atleast, i wanted to taste.
give me a bite, give me the whole day to feel what love and happiness is,
and i'll be the most happiest human on earth.


but everytime, the moment good things came, happily laughing or smiling,
the next moment, you're down. im not being too emotional, but when these things
happens, i could not endure any longer, i burst out.


i sacrifice my feelings for others satisfactions, i let my heart bleeding,
cos i know no one will know accept myself. i give in to many things,
thou it is obviously unfair for/to me. WHY i must do that to myself everytime?!
why i need to do all these just for the sake for others happiness?!
i dont know.. i have no answer to myself either.


somewhere, somehow, i know time will tell.
i know the time will come one fine day.
but when, god?! :,(