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everywhere is aching right now,
and i need my bed.
my bed has been my best friend now.
i need plenty of rest i think.
i just need that at this point of time.



i slept throughout the journey from work to home.
wash up and continue resting and fall asleep until the next day.
and that routines carries on unless husband is around.


just like yesterday, i had maggi for dinner since mom did not cook,
afterwhich i settle the laundry, and i fall asleep while waiting.
i do not know who help me with the hangings.
i'm still having difficulties on the sleeping positions,
and i think being more tired each day, makes me sleep peacefully,
and not waking up and keep changing the "right" position.
and what on earth im blaberring about?! -.-


so yes, for now, im jealous to see the husband snoring away,
while i need to wake every hour to pee and change my positions.
boo, i still need to wake up early to work, and being restless at work
is not helping at all, imagine for 8 hrs?!


oh and little SB is getting active each day,
i can even feel the slightest movements. :)



u know sometimes, when im alone,
i ask myself..


am i a good wife to my husband?
will i be a good mummy to my baby?
i dont know... everything is simply new to me..
this is really a new phase of life..
i just need someone to understand my situation and be there for me,
thru my good times and bad times..