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you know, this question always play on my mind,
why cant i be excited for my upcoming baby?
why? its not like im over excited to the extreme of not following the confinement
during my pregnant period or whatsnot. i dont know. PANTANG, you may say.
but seriously, my necessities and baby's necessities isit kind of PANTANG also?
at the end of the day, im the one who have get all the necessities prepared,
and you cant expect me to go out and buy or shop during my confinement isnt it?
ahh. i dont know, i dont know. im always the middle party.
im always in this difficult situation where i cant have a choice of my own,
i need to listen to others, i need to make other's satisfied,
i have to make sure other's is happy, i need to sacrifice my happiness sometimes.


and i dont see it happening to other's. :(